Me, MYSeLF & i…

…I met up with my old physiotherapist. Azrul.

Sambil tengah baring and do my exercise, I heard his voice. My current
physiotherapist, Zam came over to my bed. As he was strapping my legs
for lateral exercise, I asked, "Azrul ke tuh?"

Dia jawab iye… I asked to kirim salam.

Tengah best-best buat my exercise… he came by. We catched up. He is
now doing physiotheraphy for ICU patients in HUKM. It was so much fun
to be hanging out with him again.

Found out that dia punya grandmother is living in Bera, area Felda
Pahang. Dia pi beraya kat sana. Raya nih dia pokai bagi duit raya and
hadiahkan handphone to his adik… So lucky to be have such brother, i
think.

He has been reliving people at the physiotheraphy area for a week now. Best betul dapat jumpa dia.

*watching cerita on tv2; Manja Mama… giler retard laki nih.*

Back to my stori… we exchanged number to keep in contact. It’s nice
to keep in contact with people who had helped with my recovery.

*on another note : people who flock together is what they are. Eiii…
geram btul some people, sungguh tak tahu nak diam. Sungguh bodoh cara
dia bergurau senda. Tapi itulah ragam manusia… semua berbeza. Ada
yang kalau buat lawak, buat orang geram je.*

…kacau mengacau.

Tu laa… orang dah kata. Jangan dibuat hal. Kan dah tak boleh buat apa.

Hahahaaa… Ok… jokes aside, I enjoyed the company. Sorry you had to endure such kacau-mengacau session. But I’m sorry, I have to be on your other half’s side. Why? Because I was that before.

‘Til the next time we meet eh?

found this from one my of my friend’s bulletin… interesting.

Read it one by one girls, and you’d nod.

Read it one by one boys… and amalkan with your girls…

45 ThinGs gUrl loVes…

1-touch her waist
2-talk to her
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss her slowly

are you remembering this?

6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you’re with your
friends

keep reading

11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you,deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved

Are you thinking about someone?

16-always hug her when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-***HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST!!!***
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!

u need to show her you mean it too

21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. small things can still help

makes her feel special.

26-DON’T LIE TO HER.
27-DON’T CHEAT ON HER.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day, and how much you miss
her!!!!
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so
she’ll know that she can always count on you

are you still reading this u better be its important

31. Hold her close when she’s cold and she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on
your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her

remember this next time you are with her

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of
your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens
to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible

41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night
44. Dedicate a song to her.
45. Always Remind her how much you love her.

youll never know when she needs just a lil more
love

repost this…

Guys Repost: "i would do this for her"
Girls Repost: "45 things a girl loves"

You scared of me? This old gal… you know me longer than anyone else.

Tak payah takut-takut… I won’t eat you up.

I promise I will be nicer this time around. Alaa… don’t back off now.

I woke up late. Late for Fosamax. Late for work. Irony, came at 10am, she was still not there - hence ME buka office. Tak pe.

She goes back earlier than me. Tak pe…

I thought, today was going to be ok. But it’s not.

Something happened in the family at 11am, when I was at work. Something I just cannot describe here… it brings tears to my eyes just remembering what had happened. I was saddened by it.

Honestly, I wanted to shut down. I wanted to cancel all plans I had tonight. Regardless who the people I am suppose to meet. It’s just something that made me feel sad.

Tried to get my fucking SonyEricsson phone fix, now they tell me I have to go to the Centre. A fucking waste of my time going and waiting there. I asked, what can I do if I go to the centre? Malaysian way of answering is beating around the bush… she didn’t answer my question. She said, you see, if we send it for you… (that’s when i cut her off and said, you haven’t answered my question, and I repeated the question) These people should try answering question not go around sugar coating it saying that they cannot do anything bout it and that centre will not listen to them.

I think my question was clear… "What can I do if I go to the centre?"

Bodo. Ok, I shouldn’t call a person who just cannot understand a question and answering them stupid.. but I think I just did. STUPID.

Yeah. I made my famous scene. I think I was at one point had a high noted voice because she just cannot understand my question. Silap dia lah awal2 dah point out I did the damage to the phone myself and that the warranty won’t cut it. That really pushed the button. If you don’t know the story, don’t FUCKING assume BITCH. Ask and attend to the customer first. Don’t FUCKING ASSUME your ASS off.

Shahril took charge of the situation and led me away. He tried to calm me down. But then, my tears of frustration came out. I know I wasn’t really angry at my phone being rosak… but it hit me that phone is a phone, fix it or buy a new one. But a life…? There’s no chance of buying a new one. If your brain collapse into a …… I can’t even find the word for it. Sigh.

Somehow, the rain that was there for awhile, washed my tears away. I met up Kabir and Nadia at Rasta without them having a clue what had happened. They didn’t see my puffed up eyes… or maybe they were pretending not to see it.

I had Tenom coffee. I had a dose of "high" feeling.

Met up Cikgu Hasni at Jasema Restaurant later on. Apparently Lah brought him there. A little late, said cikgu, sebab Lah nak tengok Hindustan. Haha… when I asked what, he said Bride&Prejudice. Not a bad selection. I like that movie… although it’s a total remake of the English version.

To me, he didn’t age for a bit. He still had that smile and that boyish look. Amazing that he didn’t fade into an old fart. hihi…

As soon as we were on our way to the car, that feeling came back. I had no one else to pretend that I’m all smiles and happy… except Shahril. I tried not to let him catch me termenung jauh. I entertained him in the car. I thank God it was a short drive back home.

Now here I am, once again. Torn into pieces.

Hey you. Yes you there reading my blog… hargai your mind. If your mind decides to give up on you and you’re still living life, but not with a proper mind… there’s no way to hargai your mind by then. Take care of it… don’t stress it. Alhamdullillah and praise your God for giving you a healthy mind. Even if you’re not physically healthy (maybe like me) but you still have your mind.

Ya Allah. Sembuhkanlah dia. ~amin~