Semalam… (18/7/07)
Semalam, I had breakfast with Ravin. It was nice of him to belanja me Nasi Lemak and Milo… will remember to treat him later on. It was even nicer that he waited through my arranging transport back with Shahril.
What was I doing having breakfast with Ravin? We bumped into each other in court (Jalan Duta). I had to clarify some Notis Rayuan thing for client and he was there for some other matter. I wasn’t in a hurry to be back because I know transport would be a jamm on my end. (Dad’s Volvo is in the workshop… minyak hitam tank bocor.)
Called Shahril and waited for him to get back to office. In the meantime, it was just nice to have company. Although, I must admit that I was talking half of the time. Ravin was making fun at my boyfriend-neighbour situation. He said that if my father misses me, my father can just ding-dong next door (once we’re married… though it’s the other way around la Ravin!)
He also suggested that the middle neighbour be given a vacation somewhere else whilst I use up the whole road for kenduri kahwin. Hehe.. it was refreshing to think about all that… but as much as I can (which is not long).
Later the day, there was "hope" that my new boss’ will be swinging by to the office and we might be having tea/dinner with the boss.
I got to present myself to these people. It wasn’t as easy. Don’t get me wrong… they are not scary but I can’t help thinking that they are. They are after all new people and I don’t know what is it they are thinking. All in all, I think I have a rough idea on how the firm is going to look like. Roughly, I can picture myself working there… but we’ll see how it all go in the next 3 months.
When I came back, with Fara’s mum (aunty Intan)… I got 2 rather disturbing news. One was on someone dear to my heart. It was sad to see what had happened. I thank GOD nothing else happened other than what had happened. I don’t know how in my life am I going to live if anything worst happened. Recovery is slow, but sure.
But this made me cry, though I may not have puffy eyes.
I thought… ingatkan nak take off today from work. But weighing the odds, I still went to work and seemed as though nothing had happened. That’s the best way to deal with this kot…
Another news is about my little brother… his handphone hilang. Kesian laa kat dia. He didn’t message me… he messaged my sister. They are closer in terms of telefon-menelefon ni. But, I’m sure in no time, my ex-auntie will buy him a new phone. My little brother ni very lucky… he has so much love from everyone eventho things might not seem whole as one.
Today… i am just thinking about yesterday. I’m sleepy in the office. I wanna go home. Serabut laa kepala…
