Betul kata orang…
Friday, September 14th, 2007…kalau dah terlepas cakap,
there’s nothing you can do to make it right again. I’ve had it. After
much diliberating of what had happened, things are much clearer as to
seniority plays a much important role in the life that person.
as ahli fikir had rapped in their latest "2 X 5" song… "…jangan cakap lepas, biar pandai beralas. Ada ubi ada batas… ada hari kami balas!"
Don’t
think that my silence means I will not react towards what you have said
towards me and my family. I will remember that you had said "you, naik kepala" sentence… and also, "I see it as your parents bully you"… more often than not, they chose to take care of me because they know how serious my condition is.
You
have said words which you cannot take back, whereas I have kept my
silence. In my silence I will react… and you will see. I have taken a
position that even you will be surprised. You say I don’t know you…
you have not known to what extend I can do something. And if you think
I am scared with your drama talk… I am not.
Cakap lepas.
That’s what you did. And I am not ready to make nice… but I will
"act" nice. The upcoming three weeks I shall do what is required of me.
But after that… I will leave it to fate. If fate allows what is in my
head… I will do it as much.
You will not know what hit you.
Did you not notice that by hurting me, you loose money… now you have
to pay for some payment and some hurtful words were said to you… and
I am not surprised.
This will mark your demise. Once bitten,
twice shy… once shame on you, twice shame on me… I will do what I
wanted to do in the first instance.
Cakap lepas!
That’s something you shouldn’t have said… talk about
childish/unpro… hey, cermin diri tu. If you’re so overly qualified to
read people’s reaction… you yourself should not sit around and wait
for something to burst!
Ouhh… and that idiot boleh cakap to me, after my long talk with boss, "Sorry la Sarah… I cuma cakap pasal letter aje".
Kepala hangguk kau! If it’s only about the letter, why was he asking
about the file? I know what YOU are doing. You are trying to twist
everything back to my boss being wrong.
So… tell me this. If you are saying my boss is wrong, and my boss is saying that you are wrong… so siapa yang salah ni? Me??
Ok…
that’s the conclusion. I just hope the days past by as quickly as
possible. I nak get the hell away from this drama. Lagi teruk dari
office drama. Actually… this is a hindi movie conjoured by her.
Betul kata orang… jangan cakap lepas, biar pandai beralas… ada ubi ada batas, ada hari kami balas! Dan hari pembalasan itu akan tiba. Soon. Insya-Allah… soon