Last 22nd December 07… Chenta hatiku turn 28. Old and wise.. but this year he turned 28 without me around.
Where was I?
Well… for one thing, I was busy with other catching up session.
I guess… when it’s this long and wide, a birthday is just a birthday, kan Sayang? We’ll celebrate some other time.
Mwahs…
Happy Birthday Sayang.
This year… I think I’ll approach towards closing 2007 in a survey. Then again, I might just do a blog at the very last day, who knows laa kan?
Here goes…
My Year in 2007
As 2007 comes to an end……..
1) Where did you begin 2007?
…at Spicy Hartamas, with Juan and Azie. A little drama back then with the gurls on Juan’s hp, kan Azie. Had a good time. Chenta Hati had chose to do overtime at Digi. But then later was sent back home. Should’ve just lepak with me, kan Sayang? 
2) What was your status on Valentine’s Day?
taken… for 3 years already.
3) Were you in school (anytime this year)?
I was learning the ropes of lawyer-ing. That was it mostly… nothing much of school.
4) How did you earn your money?
Pupilage allowances… ohh and FlyFm contests.. haha.
5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
time and time again. I was admitted recently. Visited some people in the hospital too…
6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
not that i recall this year.
7) Where did you go on vacation?
SABAH… and I loved every second of it.
What did you purchase that was over $1000?
medicines
9) Did you know anybody who got married?
yes… and the invitations keeps on pouring til the end of the year.
Lets name some, shall we…
Sri and Azrain
Madihah
Nur Najwa
Nur Zalma
Imee
Yuhana Ayu
Radzlan
Muna
Nazim and Abai
Sarah Khalilah
Can’t recall more…
10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
yes.
12) Did you move anywhere?
nope. still here. no change of place. no change of heart
14) What concerts/shows did you go to?
Aplenty to me…
F1 Race
Boys II Men
Gwen Stefani
Micheal Learns to Rock
P. Ramlee the musical
Flyanniversary! VVIP passes baby!!
15) Are you registered to vote?
since 2000
16) Who did you want to win Big Brother?
don’t even know the show…
17) Where do you live now?
kl
18) Describe your birthday?
… a nice dinner with Nadia and Chenta Hati at Dome… before I caught a movie with Chenta Hati. It was simple yet enough for me.
Of course… there was that dress-as-your-fav-artist thing the next day at home. Tee Hee.. that was a success, somewhat 
19) What’s one thing you thought you’d never do but did in 2007?
hmm… forgiving people. I just seem to be very generous in that department. Don’t like it actually, but I do it anyway… people make mistakes, I guess.
20) What has been your favorite moment?
… I must say it’s the time when Chenta Hati was cornered by his own family. Tee hee.. I love the feelin’. Sorry Sayang… I was there to give Big Apple Donuts je to Auntie Su. Mana lak tau they nak corner macam tuh.
21) What’s something you learned about yourself?
I have an outrages temper.
22) Any new additions to your family?
nope.
23.) What was your worst month?
… hmm. The transition of working in the heart of KL. Stress sangat that time… nothing seems to be going right. End of July, the start of August.
24.) What music will you remember 2007 by?
No one - Alicia Keys.
Lelaki Ini - Anuar Zain
25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?
I don’t drink.
26) Made new friends?
ahaks.. yup. Won’t dwell in details… but very interesting and stimulating conversations/messages.
27) New best friend?
nope. sticking with the old ones. I love them to bits.
28) Favorite Night out?
… that impromptu up to Genting for Boys II Men concert. It was something interestingly enough romantic.
REPOST as "My Year in 2007"
Taking a break from the mass media - with freedom of speech - and trying to focus on own well being for the moment. Call me selfish, but I had enough. Too much anger and frustration is stressful… and being stressed out about situations that is slow at change (if it does change) is not a good thing at the moment. My whole balance and trying to get-well is striving and hanging in the balance of NOT being stress.
Now… if only I can stop myself from opening/reading stories about BAR Malaysia and all the other rallies. Self-discipline to betterment. Gosh.. it’s not as easy you know. The news is everywhere… you can’t really brush off things that’s thrown to your face. Well, you can… but I can’t. Sigh. I have to. Arrggghh… even that is creating stress. Maybe I should just read and try to control my frustrations into something productive?
Anyways… I’m feeling better than before. The short admission into the hospital did a world of good. Gave me a sorta calmness that I was lacking. Somehow, my body was under "fire" that I can’t explain. It’s not exactly "hot" but it’s like very… uneasy. Which is totally unexplainable since I JUST got to go on a holiday to a beautiful place call Sabah.
Of course, the drugs that they pumped into me had also given the effect of calm and serenity. It wasn’t sleeping pills or stress pills… it’s a procedure. I was suppose to undergo this procedure that took out all my immune system, drain it out if you must, and then I was to be put on this new immune system called - Immunoglobin. However, due to the fact that I had distorted veins, after 3 times trying to get that catheter in my thighs (some sort of dialysis procedure-like), they abandoned that idea and just gave me this 3 days course of Immunoglobin. Yup… I have some foreign immune to help kill my own immune system that’s going crazy.
That’s SLE for you.
So, at current position… I’m all running out of ideas and things to do at home. I came back last Friday with sleep. Lotsa of them. I’m trying not to dwell so much in them as they are very addictive. Who knows when I’ll actually start working again, and that’s when this sleep thing will be stuck in my mind. Sluggish brain of mine I have now.
I am however thinking of resolutions for 2008… and also recapping of what happened in 2007.
Blogging about it will be inevitable. I am an ardent blogger of wrapping up the year.. and welcoming the new year.
Sleep… i think i’ll do that now. Such a nice weather too.
